So, here again folks, another day down, and another down. And let me tell you, if you ever hear me say this was an easy thing, grab the nearest brick and crack me in the head with it. This is one of the toughest things I have done, in my life, ever. I have thought of nothing but food for the past few days, and it is absolutely maddening. I feel like my taste buds and brain have worked out some strange kind of agreement to wage a saliva battle against me every time I get near food I can't have. Definitely frustrating. For example, I sometimes have to go down near downtown and I was picking a car up near 57th & Woodland. Right there on the corner was a fried chicken place. I could have used a mop to wipe up my mouth, and later, one of the guys in the receiving lot offered me an extra order of Mu-shoo Beef he had gotten from his dinner order. Sometimes, I just can't win.
But, I prevailed, and made it back home, although I had to stop, and honestly, just kind of cry and collect myself. for a bit. This diet is harder than I thought. I have, however, many reasons to do this, so I will trudge ever on and make the sacrifices I have to know, so I can have my life later. To my friends and family supporting me, I thank you whole heartedly. It means more than you know, and I appreciate it immensely. And once again, for those who are guessing, todays scale reading - 453.2. One more step, folks. Small, it may be, but a step forward, nonetheless. See ya. CHEERS !!!!!!
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